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~if i go to church on sunday, then cabaret all monday, ain't nobody's business if i do~   
02:23pm 11/03/2003
 
mood: determined
music: billie holiday
i wonder if i just imagined my ultimate pleasure being a vat of beer, fragment would become one and i could stay drunk until i can figure out a way to get out of here...

i suppose he's not so bad all the time... i'm still alive after all... i mean, nobody is perfect... a dragon, no matter what form he physically takes, is still a dragon... he has his downsides, sure, but he's got a lot of benefits as well...

i just hate being so disconnected from everyone... and i hate this lack of beer business... all the sex in the world, while it certainly is amazingly fun, cannot replace the joys of friends and booze...

i am determined to enjoy my time here, however long it may be...		  
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~the trees shake angry fingers at the sky~   
08:43pm 27/02/2003
 
mood: bitchy
music: fragment pounding in the locked door
i've locked myself in one of the upper rooms... i just want to be alone... he just doesn't want to leave me alone... i'm sick and sneezy and headachy... just because i think about sex doesn't mean i want anything to do with it... i'm starting to want to go home now... i know it's not going to happen... but i can't help thinking about it...

what if i'm trapped here forever? with nobody but fragment to keep me company? what if i never see pheno, or moko, or lovious, or liam, or jotan, or socket, or maxwell, or stran, or any of the other cledot ever again?!?!? *starts to cry*

i need a fucking drink...

*throws something expensive and breakable at the door*		  
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~i've got a brand new pair of rollerskates, you've got a brand new key~   
10:16pm 17/02/2003
 
mood: awake
music: silence...
i would give anything to be back in my room in godotlympus... while fragment keeps me occupied and eases frustrations... its just not the same...

i'm getting very good with the swords laying around the castle... maybe i'll actually get myself one if i ever get back home...

yesterday i manifested myself a pair of rollerskates and i skated all over the castle singing...

and of course, right on cue, there was fragment...		  
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01:45pm 10/01/2003
 
mood: awake
well... still no word from pheno or anyone else for that matter...

my curiosity is, are they just not responding or are they not even getting my messages? the system here is very sketchy, and does not always work...

there is one benefit of being in a casle with nothing else but a lucius malfoy around... i can just romp about naked!!! though lately, i've been wearing a leash and locked collar, to which only lucius has the key... so... not much running around in the nude for g-ko... but its equally delightful doing what i've been doing instead *dirty smirk*

i hope everything is ok in the nexus...		  
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~i'm not like them but i can pretend~   
02:34pm 28/12/2002
 
mood: listless
music: nirvana
is anyone out there even reading this?

i miss my godot...

i've been teaching myself how to use a sword with some of the ones on the walls of the castle...

maybe max WON'T be getting his sword back...		  
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06:51pm 18/12/2002
 
mood: lonely
i feel kind of bad the way i left perogrin... though really, it wasn't much in the way of my doing... i had no control over falling from godotlympus into figment's swimming pool... at least i saved the beer...

it gets kind of lonely here... i mean, i can have 4 people around if i just think it, but sometimes i want a little more than raunchy wild monkey love... perhaps i'll be able to trick fragment into conversation...		  
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~i wake up and i'm dreaming in the middle of the night~   
10:58pm 16/12/2002
  i suppose i should explain how i got here... well... someone blew up pheno's jeep, and being the rock star bitch that she is, she wasn't taking that kind of crap... so, i of course volunteered to help her find whoever did it and get her another jeep... i like driving! and she promised me i could drive whenever i wanted if i helped... well... whenever she didn't want to and i did, really... anyway... it turns out the demolitions expert was figment's brother, fragment, who really couldn't give a rat's ass about poor pheno's explodied jeep... my smiling and boasting cleavage did nothing... and pheno's anger did nothing, either... so what does she do? she trades him an hour with me and a disgusting amount of money if he'll give her a real jeep... no pink barie shit, though it was cute... anyway... fragment drags me into a bedroom as pheno and the rest hop through a portal to get her jeep... and suddenly its not fragment, but draco malfoy! i hear pheno shriek as she sees this happen just before the portal closes... i think to myself, 'ooh if only it were lucius instead...' and BAM he turns into lucius malfoy... this hour won't be so bad, after all... but an hour passes and they don't return... i'm still tied up... and i hear through my beer bottle 'BRING HIM BACK IN YOUR PORTABLE HOLE! oh... umm... we kinda forgot you... and we don't know how to get back there... you're stuck with the malfoy...' so thus, i am at the mercy of my mind's desires until... well... i guess until fragment gets tired of me... or until someone figures out how to get back here... just as long as i don't wind up dead... *laughs a hearty anime laugh at the idea of a toon dying* there must be a hundred rooms in this place... *smirk* since he's sleeping... *slips out of the bedroom to scamper around the castle...*  
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i don't think they're coming back...   
10:40pm 16/12/2002
 
mood: drained
music: sister machine gun
i don't even know how long i've been here... its been a long time... *smirk* not that i've minded... fragment is... well... a telepathic shapeshifter... if i think it, he becomes it... i've been lucius malfoy's personal slave for about a week now... he's currently asleep...

i wonder what the other godot think of all this... its not like they can come rescue me... its not like i want them to... not yet...		  
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